Thursday, November 4, 2010

I wanna have friends.....like her

I wanna have friends that I can trust,
that love me for the man I’ve become not the man I was.



I wanna have friends that will let me be
all alone when being alone is all that I need.



I wanna fit in to the perfect space,
feel natural and safe in a volatile place.



And I wanna grow old without the pain,
give my body back to the earth and not complain.

Will you understand when I am too old of a man?
And will you forget when we have paid our debt
who did we borrow from?




Okay part two now clear the house.
The party’s over take the shouting and the people,
get out.

I have some business and a promise that I have to hold to.
I do not care what you assume or what the people told you.
Will you understand, when I am too old of a man?
Will you forget when we have paid our debts,
who did we borrow from, who did borrow from?

I wanna have pride like my mother has,
And not like the kind in the bible that turns you bad.
And I wanna have friends that I can trust,
that love me for the man I’ve become and not the man that I was.











So I really miss my sister...from 1500 miles away she knows just how to effect my whole week...surprisingly this time it was in the form of a song.  I will later swear that I told HER about this song and she will nicely agree but she and I will know that SHE told ME about this one. haha Like the Marlboro Light 100's haha  BUFFALO DEER!!!!


So my sister is the kind of person that will put an impression on your "soul".


You can trust her with everything you posess.  But she'll piss you off to no end when she tells you something that you need to hear but arent ready for.....


She truly loves me "for the man I've become AND the man I was...




She is the "perfect space"






i love you kass!

2 comments:

  1. Again, you shouldn't make me cry at work, you bastard! I'm so proud of you, I can't say it often enough. I miss you, too. Stay on track and you'll keep doing amazing things for yourself. Love you.

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  2. Wow - what a amazing tribute to such a wonderful sibling. You guys are lucky to have such a amazing bond. Love you!! And I too as your 'play' sister, have been very proud to hear of the bold, brave choices you have been making. Can't wait to read more of your blog.

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